My oh so Sporadic Thoughts and Rants

February was one busy ass month. I was all over the place.

The 1st I went out to Firks with a bunch of reslifers. It was alot of fun/Megha and I aren't allowed to go drink for drink. It just ends up bad. Firks is a real fun place to go, if you go with the right people. I ended up going to Redbank with the Jackies instead of Formal. Redbank was fun. All the places we went to reminded me of a place around here. The next day I saw Wired which was long. Ironically, I helped put together the first Wired show frosh year, but never got to go to a show. So glad I finally got to experience it. Afterwards the -isa's, me, and a few Apt boys went to Winberies. OMG the car ride home was the most hilarious thing everrrrr. Greg needs to drive us everywhere now. Sunday was the Superbowl at the apt. That was fun, lots of food. And the Colts won, so yay!

Tues was the 100 days celebration at the Rat. Seriously our class sucks, I would say that about 80% of the ppl there, were either my friends or Joey's friends. I do not understand why are class is so appathetic and never wanna do anything. I had fun tho. Aftewards we went to Firkins for some more fun.

Weds I got to donate blood with Joe. I love donating blood. It makes me feel good. I also got a call from GS about an interview that Fri. So I had to skip all my classes to get to Jersey City. Yikes, I was so nervous, it was my first real interview and with such an intimdating company. If Joey didn't plan out my exact travel plans, I would never have made it. The next day I had reslife interviews. That was interesting, i got to interview a bunch of different ppl and got an idea of how other ppl interview.

Interviewed with McGraw Hill the following week. I liked that one better than the GS one. Weds was Valentines Day. Ugh. I ordered a new camera and then me and the bizzaros got trashed. It was fun, i hadnt hung out with them in a long time. Then Joey got mad at me for being drunk and I didnt have a good time anymore. Thurs I went to Kat with the girls and I drove. It was nice to just go out and dance my lil heart out. Friday was Cheeburger Cheeburger with the apt girls and boys. The food there is sooooooo yummy but soooooo filling. Then we saw Breach which was good. I didnt realize it was based on a real story. We got to the theatre a lil late so we had to sit in the front which kinda sucked. Afterwards I got dressed for the wine and cheese party at the Castle. I was amazed how I showed up 30 mins late and everyone was pretty much wasted already. After that me and Lisa went to Ted and Andy's to play the Wii. It's so much fun. Technology is amazing. Andy's a sweetheart for driving us home at 4am. Sat I was supposed to go to Finnegans but I had too much work to do, so I had a chill night with the -isa's. Sunday I blew up at the Bestbuy customer service lady cuz my order was late. I admit I was a lil difficult, but she hung up on me! That was totally uncalled for.

My banking test kicked my ass. I cheered myself up by going out for sushi with charlie. I heart sushi. Tues was senior nite! I pregamed at the Rat with the old nors gang. Even beaver made it out! Mardi Gras was so much fun! I took tons of pics and got a balloon hat. I ran around from group to group all nite. Basically a fab nite. Weds I had my staff lunch at Wildflowers. Yummy, it was my first time. I need to go back there and try some more stuff. Then I had my ML interviews. Yikes! So many ppl were there. I ditched on all the rest of my group meetings that day. I felt like an asshole, but the running around the past week was finally getting to me. I pretty much passed out on my bed.

Thurs was my interview program. Aaaand of course no one besides staff came. Afterwards it was Firks with a bunch of nursing majors. They are too crazy for me. I got completely bombed/sick. And the following day I found out that I had made out with some Princeton guy. yeah....no recollection of it at all. Friday was Murder Mystery to support Greg. The food was delicious. And curtis for some bowling afterwards. I hadn't bowled in so long. I suck. I didnt get anything above an 80.

I called out sick all of last week from work. It was a nice break, tho now I'm not gonna have any money. Last nite was sober hang out with Vince since we've never hung out where alcohol was absent. We went to dinner. The food was great. Pasta is always so yummy.

So that was a recap of Feb. Lots of drinking, lots of tests, lots of duties, lots of not getting enough sleep.

this weekend should be fun. I got Kat tonite, Dave and Busters for alario's bday frid, and high society 2 on sat, and my lazy day with joe on sunday. I can't wait :)

So I haven't updated in forever and a day. So this may be a tad bit long. I've been back at school for about 2 weeks now, and it feels a hell of a lot longer than that. Winter break seems like years ago. So far school has been busy. I'm already behind in my readings and such. I don't know how that happened. Between classes, interning, and socializing I barely have time to sleep. Apparently Kat was an amazing time, but I dont remember at all. Tequila is not my friend. From the pics I took, it looks like I had a fabuolous time. And I also got kicked out of Kat?!?!? So now i've been kicked out of Firks and Kat. I have problems. I went to the guys apt on Friday for a lil shindig. That was fun. For not drinking that much, I got pretty drunk. I prolly still had liquour in the bloodstream from the nite before. Sat a few of us went to NYC for the UCB show. It was fun. And the cheapest nite in NYC everrrr. Tues I ended up getting drunk at Megha's and then Doug's bday celebration. I need to chill with the drinking cuz I'm becoming a social retard when I'm drunk. Seriously, I don't understand how ppl are still friends with me.

Classes are okay. Right now in 3 classes I'm learning about income statements, balance sheets, and ratios. It sucks. I was horrible at accounting and I dont remember anything. I need to go home and get my 201 book to brush up. My FIN classes are entertaining tho. Mayo and Patrick spend a majority of class insulting people. I also learned that I need to take 5 more classes not 4 to graduate. So I can take a summer class if its offered, take 20 credits in the fall if the classes don't interfere, or graduate in 2008 instead of Dec 2007. It sucks because all 5 classes I need to take are specific courses that I need to graduate. Ugh. Not having an advisor is screwing me over.

I had my CC evaluation yesterday. I thought it would be bad, but apparently for being a first year reslifer, I'm doing excellent. Better than some ppl who have been doing it for years. Go me! haha, I still can't believe I have this job. I feel like I'm the wrong person for it, but I get free housing and food so kickass!

So currently I am booked to go to Vegas for spring break and a cruise in June. Therefore I will now be poor since I am paying for both trips myself. Great. If I dont die in Vegas, then defly on the cruise. I'll prolly go overboard in a drunken stupor. Alot of ppl are already going, but I want more of my friends to go since there will be quite a few ppl going that I'm not that fond of. I'm sorrie but I seriously don't hang out with ugly people.

I'm on a search for a better internship for the summer. I want something more challenging, something where I actually learn how to do stuff.

Im amazed by how my core friends have shifted a bit from last semester to this. Ppl that I saw almost everyday, I dont see as often now. I dont know why this happened, but it makes me a lil sad because I enjoy their company. But on the same hand, I'm seeing other ppl more frequently. I have a knack for spreading myself to thin with work, school, and friends. I love meeting new ppl, but should I start condensing down my number of friends???

Onward to Joseph, cuz how can I not mention my best friend. I've seen alot of him so far this semester, which is a change from last semester. Its almost like junior year again. Which i like. It's really amusing how since school has been back, everyone that sees me has asked how Joe is doing. I know we hang out a lot, but geez we're not joined at the hip. I dont know how many times someone has stopped to chat with me and the first thing out of their mouth is "where's joe? You guys are always together" Not gonna lie, I'm quite fond of joseph, even tho he drives me crazy most of the time.

I'm gonna try to be better with updating, cuz I wanna be able to go back and read these entries in 5 years and go "what the hell was I thinking back then?!?!?"

I've had good weekend so far. I'll update more later since I have like a month to catch up on. Just wanted to say I'm in a good mood

Okay so it's been forever since I really posted. I've been crazy busy with school and life in general.

My birthday was fun. Went out to dinner with some favs and Kat that nite. Friday I went to Joe's house in South Plainsfield....we'll not discuss that horrible nite. Saturday was family dinner. Sunday a shit load of shopping and then I had to come back early to work duty the rest of fall break.

I did my house group social. We went for Thai food in princeton...it was fun. I love my staff and I love thai food.

Saturday was Tiki Bob's! That was fun. I love girl's nites out....and I got completely wasted. I was a devil...haha I had a pitchfork so I kept poking ppl in the butt.

Monday evening was my massive bonding session with Baines....we're never allowed to shop together again. haha.

Tues was Senior Nite! I had a lot of fun. I was dressed as a Catholic school girl. It was my first time at Top Dog...I shall go there more often when I'm home since its so close. I danced like the crazy drunken idiot that I am. I was one sweaty disgusting mess by the end of the night.

That Friday was Ack and Mec's bday party at the Boathouse. I dressed up as a cat and went with Tanya. It was good to hang with her since it's been such a long time. I gotta give the Boathouse guys credit. They have some damn good costumes each year. Unlike me who does the clique girl outfits. Next year I wanna be a girl scout. haha Once I got back to campus I ended up going to Ryan's house and crashed there.

The rest of the weekend was me freaking out about the Investments exam. It's been a rough week. Lots of school stuff going on. Tons of exams and assignments = Jess havin very little sleep and stressing like crazy. The month of November sucks in general with the work load. I have non stop stuff due. By the end of the month I'm gonna be one stressed out, fat, pimple covered girl. Ugh.

Kat last night was fun. Lots of TCNJ peeps aka all the student teachers since its teachers convention this week. I like when there's multiple groups of friends at Kat. I like dancing with different ppl. I can make my rounds.

Aaaaand cuz i'm insane, I got an internship at Bullrun Financial which is gonna suck up even more time. Seriously people are never going to see me. I barely have time to do anything now.

We'll see how things go.

Does anyone want to go to Cheeburger Cheeburger or see Borat anytime soon? I've heard good things about both and dont want to be a loser and go to a movie alone or eat at a restaurant alone.

I prolly should be doing work... but oh well. haha.

Last friday was the Rowan game. I didnt actually go. I went to Hoboken with the girls and went bar hopping instead. I really just needed to get off campus. I couldn't stand seeing the same people. Hoboken was alot of fun and I'm really glad that I went. I needed a nite away. Sat I came back late, passed out and then went home. I'm glad I did that too. I went shopping like all day and it was nice to see the fam and I REALLY missed lil michael. Seriously I fucking love my cat and I dont care if I sound lame for saying it. The weekend away did me a lot of good. I wasnt as depressed as I was before Friday nite. Plus it was so sweet to just be away from all the shit I hate this year...even if it was only for a couple of days.

OMG Tues nite goes down as one of the top five funniest moments at TCNJ. I randomly went with Joey and Vince to applebees and then we went back to avalon run and watched friday 13th (seriously i have problems b/c lame movies freak me out). And on the ride back, Joey wanted one of those ball and cox signs. So Vince stops the car to let joey grab one. So when Joey gets outside and pulls the sign out, vince starts driving away. Joey's hugging the damn sign to his chest and looks completely shocked and freaked out. Oh man the look on his face was priceless. And then he throws down the sign and starts running after the car. He was pumping like crazy and seriously looked like he was going for the gold in the olympics. Vince finally stops the car....beside another sign, joey pulls that one up and jumps in the car. And I pretty much laughed uncontrollably for the next half hour. I was dying...i couldnt breathe and everything. Joey looked so damn goofy running. And the fact that he actually thought we would leave him there is hilarious...and on top of that, if we did leave him, he actually thought he could run after the car and catch up to us. LOL oh man i still laugh thinking about it.

Weds was the staff bbq. That was cute, I like spending time with my staffers. We also acquired 2 gerbils for the west office. i like pets. It was also my big day of shopping and crafting. I spent sooooo much effin money. And I bought all this jewelery making stuff and I randomly bought boots. Yeah...blowing about a 100 dollars in one day is not good...especially when u spent around 200 over the weekend. Yeah... Im gonna have to pick up a couple of extra shifts in the office. I finished my scarf, made 2 necklaces, and a bracelet that day. I'm a friggin crafting maniac.

Friday was Jackie's bday dinner. It was nice. I havent been to olive garden in a long time. Then I just spent the night cleaning and doing laundry. I never liked having quiet nites before, but i enjoy them more often now. I like having the time to just wind down and have me time. Plus I had work at 8am so i couldnt really do anything.

Oh man Saturday was a great day. I went to homecoming for awhile...we actually won! that nite was effin AMAZING. i had so much fun at finnigans. I really love that place. It was so crowded too and I randomly saw 2 girls I graduated highschool with. WEIRD. I really can't get over how good of a time I had. And I'm really glad that everyone else had a good time too. Thankfully no one threw up on the ride back. I ABSOLUTELY adore everyone that helped me and jackie celebrate that nite. My friends are so friggin amazing it makes my heart want to burst with love :)

Sunday I defly slept in and went pumpkin picking with lyla's house group. that was cute. lol i love how i decided to just tag along. so many tcnj kids were at the farm. its the same place that i went sophomore year. there was the cutest effin cat at the farm... It was all fluff and it would just chill out on the bench and let everyone pet him. i love kitties.

Last nite I was just planning on watching tv and doing some work.. but things never work out the way i plan it. I ended up going over to Ryan's house. It was a good time. I miss hanging out with him. And his housemates are fun. I defly filled up on a ton of baked goods. And I learned that I suck at monkey ball. I finally figured out that I was at that house sophomore year for some random party. It was driving me crazy cuz the house seemed so familiar and I couldnt put my finger on it. I defly need to hang with ryan more often.

And now i'm friggin exhausted because I didnt get to bed til late. And having an 8am sucks. My last CC seminar is today! woohoo!!!! that class is such a waste of time for me.

i have duty tonite...boo... i wanna go to firks instead. oh well.

the rain needs to seriously stop. im not into torrential downpours.

i need to write more often cuz these long ass posts are kinda annoying to type out. especially when i have more stuff to say and i dont have time to write it out.

i'll finish up later at duty.

Yeah... I've been real bad with updating.

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Let's see. Last Tues was Firkins for Scotto's 21st. People need to stop having birthdays. I get too carried away at them. I was such an asshole. I stole tip money off the bar to buy me and jill a drink. I'm surprised I didnt get caught. Ugh drama that nite as well.

We exchanged clipboards last week. It was cute. Everyone laughed at mine for Bill. Mine's nice, tho I still can't believe my Co put my quote on the back. Now as I write up people they can read my very inappropriate fav quote on my board. I didnt think anyone would actually use it. I put it on the form as a joke. Oh well... lol

Senior Night was last Friday. I had a lot of fun... and waaaaay too much alcohol. I'm surprised I didnt throw up or pass out there. I do have to say drunken bus rides aren't fun. I had to pee so bad on Christina's bus to philly and the bus to belmar wasnt any different. So many ppl were there. I was wandering around like crazy because I kept seeing someone I knew. Irish Car Bombs are my new fav drink. Really good. Jager bombs are good too.

Saturday was my nite of being antisocial. I just didnt want to hang out with anyone, which is really odd since I get so depressed when I stay in on a weekend nite. I was actually thrilled to be able to stay in, watch shitty movies, and do laundry. I kinda felt bad tho cuz I told Charlie I would come party at his apartment and I haven't hung out with him in awhile. But I really wouldn't have been good company that night.


I've been really busy the last couple of days. I don't think things are going to let up soon either. Everything is starting to pile on...school work, reslife duties, extracurricular activities, and just trying to hang out with friends.




Oh and I totally blinged out my phone. I was really not in the mood to do work sunday so I made my phone all sparkly. There's pink and silver little gems all over it. I figure it'll keep me amused until I can get a new phone in may.

I don't know anymore, let alone if I can handle it all. I need to get my life together. I just wish I knew where to start.

The past 2 days have been horrendous. I'm so ready to quite life right now

i have ALOT to update on. I just need some time to get all my thoughts down. It's frustrating that things seem to be going in the right direction, but now I only have a week left. Aaargh. Why couldnt it have happened in the beginning of summer :(

I got my hair cut today, i dont know if i like it yet....

It's been great. I'm really enjoying my summer.

I kinda have a thing for one of the cooks at work. I dont know what it is about him, but he's such a sweetheart. I'm wondering if he likes me too, cuz I always hear the other cooks making comments and I haven't told anyone I like him til now. I don't want him as my bf, but i defly wouldnt mind a summer fling.

The other nite i went out with nick, sarah, katy, and molly to see pirates 2. We had dinner at work before hand. We got to the theatre kinda late and we had to sit in the 2nd row. I dont know how i feel about the movie. Still not sure if I liked it or not. Maybe I need to see it again when I'm not so uncomfortable. Afterwards we came back and played kings since the rest of the wait staff punked out on game nite. I still had fun tho. Molly and Katy are prolly my 2 favs at work. They're mucho fun.

The next nite molly, her friend, and me went over to katy's house. OMG her house is amazing. It's right on the bay and it HUGE. I want to move in. We were supposed to go clubbing but decided to go to a house party instead. Yeah pregaming ended up kicking my ass. It was lollano booza all over again. I dont remember leaving Katy's house at all. I was done and out by 11 according to everyone. Having work at 7am after blacking out is awesome...NOT. Thank god it was slow. I spent the whole morning trying not to vomit.

Last nite was the kickoff party at Clamer for Katie and Brit's 21st bdays. OMG I've missed Katie so much. It was sooooo good to see her again. And my Joey was there :) I havent partied with him since the end of may, defly been waaay to long. It was amazing to see everyone. Megan and Tanya showed up. Totally made my nite. It was a good party. Kinda weird that I'm not gonna party at albans anymore tho. Its gonna be clamer and the boathouse from now on. Actually I know a guy thats living in the albans house now, its a bunch of SAE boys. Played the worst dice game tht Joey came up with. Everyone just ended up losing. It was sooo hott there. i felt like everyone left at once in the end. Defly was in jealous mode. Grrrr. I need to stop. I shotgunned a loveseat pull out as my bed. Then joey wanted to share it. It was soooo friggin hot and he needs to learn how to share a bed. He's like taking over the whole damn thing and i swear the bed was smaller than a twin. So yeah didnt get too much sleep.

I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooo friggin excited for LBI barhopping with the jackies and katie. And michael's welcome back party on friday. Maybe party on campus that nite. And Saturday is Atlantic city for joey's 21st!!!! I'm gonna have to be scraped off the floor... or more likely have my stomach pumped this week. I CAN'T WAIT!

I'm so head over heels in love with my friends right now. I dont think I could be any happier.

Okay so I've been bad with updating. Its hard when u dont have internet 24/7.

Let's see my boss is a bitch. She talks about me behind my back to my roomie and the other wait staff. I hear she does this to everyone. I'm sorrie but if you have a problem with me, say it to my face dont bitch about me to other ppl. Oh and apparently she thinks all the new girls are kinda slutty. I'm sorry but I dont think wearing jeans and a tank top makes me a slut. At least she didnt call me a street walker like KP.

I went to the beach with the girls. I've never been to Jackie's house before. it's a real cute country style place. Getting there was a bit tricky. I've never driven the parkway before and i got a lil lost after i got off it. Hanging out with them made me realize how much I missed them. After the beach we met up with Joey and his friend stef at point pleasant. It was good to see him. I miss seeing him everyday. And it was nice to finally meet stef. I've heard so much about her. Its always good to put a face to a name. OMG driving home was a bitch. I was running out of gas so I had to find a place along I-195. It was teh first time I had to pay for my own gas. It sucked. I'm glad I dont have a car. I'd be even more poor than I am now. Plus I was exhausted from laying out and getting up early. I could barely keep my eyes open. And I kept running into this damn storm. Not the best conditions for driving.

I brought Michael down for the rest of the summer. Yay!!!!! He's so cute. Right now he's laying on my bed under the covers with his lil head peaking out. It looks like someone tucked him right in.


I've been uber happy lately. I think its the sea air. Happiness is good since 2nd semester I was a depressed crying mess. I've never been so unhappy to the point where I was seriously considering getting professional help. I'm glad I'm out of that funk... hopefully. I dunno I'm really good at being in denial. We'll see what happens, but for now I'm happy with most things in my life :')

I'm excited for the next 2 weeks.


I'm addicted to So You Think You Can Dance. I LOVE Benji. I think he's the cutest thing and he can DANCE. Its amazing what these ppl can do. I hate American Idol, but I love this show. Oh today I saw on Sci Fi a commerical for Who Wants to be a Superhero. Wow. How the hell did that show get funding???

I wanna see the Devil wears Prada and Pirates of teh Carribean 2. I need to find time and ppl.

Oh and did I mention I'm excited for the next 2 weeks???:'D

It's real frustrating that everytime i have off its shitty weather. wtf?!?! I just want some sun. I dont think its too much to ask for.

Last nite I dreamt about waitressing. Jeez I can't get away from the barn. I do have to say I really do love the ppl I work with. They're awesome. The cooks were real goofy today. They were playing pranks on everyone. Crazy Mexicans.

Usually when I'm waitressing I have my hair pulled back, no makeup, and the infamous kelly's unflattering tshirt. It's always hot in the restaurant and I'm not trying to impress anyone so I dont bother to look all done up like i usually do. Today I was dinner hosting so I actually looked like me for a change. I must really look like shit when i waitress cuz everyone was staring at me tonite. My boss did a double take on my outfit and commmented that I looked nice.

I have the next 2 days off. The freaking thunderstorms better disappear so I can enjoy the sun. I swear the weather down here changes more often in one day than a pmsing girl's mood.

I'm in the house all alone tonite. Kinda creeped out and the weather's not helping. Its real windy and crappy. I'm not used to all the weird house noises yet.

I love/hate the wireless internet I'm stealing right now. In the house if you sit in this one spot of the couch, u can tap into someone's wireless connection. Its real faint tho so i'm always signing on and off. It's a pain. I miss being online 24/7.

I want my kitty down here. I miss him. I need to go home and get him at some point.

Geez its been forever since i updated. Joey's party was fun. I had a good time. I think I broke my drunk dialing record. And of course I ended up passing out. I'm glad I got to go.

Move-in was good. Work is okay. I was so nervous the first day. Each day I do it, it gets better. I spilled an ice tea on an 8 yr old. I felt like the biggest jackass. Oh well. I like all the pplz I work with. They're fun. The restaurant's been slow since it's been crappy weather. Which had put a damper on my tanning plans. whenever i have off its crappy out. I'm trying to avoid getting a farmers tan from the various stuff i do outside.

i'm trying to not spend everything i make. so far kinda hard. Its difficult not spending cash in ur wallet or busting out the credit card.

I think i've seen a billion movies since i've been here.

They said I can bring my kitty down for the summer :) i think i might just do it

I miss all my pplz from school :( I feel so far away from them. Damn all my friends for livign in central/north jersey

I got to stop the shopping since I'm currently poor. But I did get some cute shirts :)

Going to Joey's tonite. I'm excited. I've never been to his house before. And I'm excited to see ppl. Hopefully I dont get ridiculously lost trying to find his house.

LBI on Monday! Totally psyched for that. Prolly starting work Tues. Hope I dont drop trays of food on people!

Business law is uber boring. Thank god I never wanted to be a lawyer. All the law jargon is confusing.

w00t! I will immediately start working on my tan. Goodbye pasty white skin. Hello healthy glow :D

Everyone should come visit me!

Dad's doing better. Has a few doctors appointments lined up. Hopefully everything will show up okay.

Still bored with being home. Less than a week left til work starts. New boss didnt sound so thrilled when I told her I had to leave in the beginning of August. She wanted someone that can stay til Labor day. Can't help it that ResLife training starts so damn early. I'm looking forward to training. Can't wait to meet my staffers.

Finally got my summer class sorted out. Fuckers didnt put me into the system yet and I had to go down there and bitch em out. Yay for online classes. It should be a breeze.

I've been watching alot of discovery health channel. They've been having all these weird pregnancy specials. Its a lil freaky. There's a baby born with 2 heads, fetus in fetu pregnancies (baby in baby for all u non latin scholars), a woman who carried her dead fetus for 45 yrs. It's just some really weird stuff. Kinda makes you not wanna be pregnant.

Fuck you 2nd semester. I'm so glad it's finally over. I've never had a more trying time in my life. Between all the stress and shit with school, all the medical problems my family's going through, and all the personal crap that i've dealt with, I've cried more in one semester than I've had in the past 6 years. I hate being emotional.

Last week of school was hectic as expected. Friday I went to a random party with joey and some guys from the apartment. I had a good time. It was mostly senior graphic design kids. Michelle's a real cool girl. Too bad I met her as she's graduating.

Saturday was supposed to be a fun day. I got invited to 3 parties, a movie, a dinner, and a bar. I wanted to do it all since they were all with different groups of people. But my mom called to tell me that my dad was taken to the hospital again. So I was too stressed to go out. This started my horrible week of stress, worry, and depression.

I hate finals week, I never get more than 3 hrs of sleep, and I just hole myself up to study. I never see anyone. The school really fucked up by getting rid of reading days. I thought I failed my macro test, but i ended up doing well. I dont know about accounting. Finance wasnt too bad, advertising was okay since it was just a retake.

I flipped a shit on my HA since she sucks at life. Joey thought it was funny. I'm gonna make sure my staff stays on top of their shit.

I'm glad its summer. I wanna take the time to relax and get back to the happy, go with the flow me. I think the time away from everything will do me good. I've just had way too much stuff to deal with. I plan on working, tanning, and having fun.

i wish the end went better. I hope once school starts again, things will be the way it used to be. I miss what I had and want it back.

my first baseball game ever tonite!

Phillies vs Rockies

Yay for free baseball games with ur friends!!!!!


time for a drink!

I can't believe there's only 2 more weeks to school. Where the hell did the time go??? I swear once September is over, the year just flies by. It makes me sad, only one year left with my bestest buddies. I'm excited for senior year though. I expect alot of good things to come.

My finance test on Thurs was a joke. It's worth 30% of my final grade and the test was 10 questions multiple choice. I'm mad that I wasted so much time studying for the damn thing. I like finance. I like how there's always a right answer. There's no way to bullshit around it.

Last min I helped Kristin do her hair for the ZTA formal. It came out okay, and now i can say that I've done an updo. Jess called me to do her hair for the theta phi formal as well but i'm gonna be busy so i cant. I dont know when I became a hairdresser, but apparently everyone thinks I can do hair now. No one asked me to do their nails for formal, i did a bunch of those last year. I guess its cuz i barely did my own this year. Maybe i should drop out and go to beauty school. haha

I have alot of work due. 3 final projects. My macro one is gonna kick my ass tho. I have NO clue what the hell to do. I dont know how to apply concepts and policies to real life. I have a final every single day too. I guess its nice that they're spread out. I hate how we have no reading days tho. That sucks, esp since my 2 hardest are the first 2 days. I would've liked a few extra days to go over material.


My friends this year are really different from my friends last year. I now hang out with alot of ppl that I was never that close with. And alot of ppl I did hang out with are MIA. I dont know what happened. Makes me wonder if we were really that good friends to begin with. Ironically the one i thought disliked me most is the one that I would say i'm closest to. My everchanging groups of friends make me wonder who I'll hang out with next year. I wonder if i'll get sucked into the cult that is Reslife. We'll see.

I'm really starting to miss all the ppl that are abroad. I want Michael back. I miss him. There's no one else in the world that can cringe away from my love like he can. lol. I'm just gonna have to be extra clingly to him next year to make up for lost times hahaha. I miss John Conn alot too. He's defly a fav of mine. Spain needs to send him home asap.


School is winding down which means I'm that much closer to a summer living at the beach. Everyone needs to come visit me while I'm down there :) This will be the 2nd summer that I'm not home for. I feel like I've already flown the coop.

Okay so last wednesday was a pretty damn good day. Made some smoothies with UCG for Lions Fest. Then I stood in line for over an hour trying to get a guy to spell my name in flowers and animals. I ended up being about 40 mins late to my first staff meeting. woohoo. way to make an impression. These nice girls actually offered to stand in line and get my name for me since i was late. Its awesome that kind ppl like that are still out there. I found out that I'm a CC in SOUTH!!! WOOHOO!!! I'm so excited and I'm living next door to Joey B. Amazing how i end up next to him anywayz. I feel like I won the lottery.

Thurs I actually went to all 3 of my classes. go me! and I got all my tests back. A- in finance, i aced the advertising test, and an A- in macro. ha! and i thought i did shitty on all of them. go figure. whenever i think i did well i do horrible. When i think i did horribly i do well. Then me and joey picked up katie and went to Fridays. I havent been there in awhile. I got this salad that sounded real good and it was good. except there was too much to finish. walnuts and crumbled cheese in salads are my new fav. I went to Kat with the girls. And we went to Firkins...which i dont remember cuz i was passed out on the couch. haha and we got kicked out cuz i was sleeping. I'm a effin mess.

Friday i watched a few episodes of 6 feet under with Nick. Then joey came over and we watched Wedding Crashers. I finally saw it! it was pretty good, tho the ending was kinda sappy. We ordered a shitload of dominos too. Yay for joey getting free pizza...tho it did make everyone a lil sick.

Saturday was supposed to be hardcore work day. That didnt happen. It was jess being a lazy ass day. I watched horror movies. bad idea, it just scared the shit out of me since there was no one on campus except joey.

Sunday i worked 5 outta my 6 hrs. And i just watched 6 feet under. I went home. Had easter dinner. Saw my cat. took a nap. came back to school to work 8-11 aka i watched more 6 feet under. I think I'm 2 episodes away from finishing the season.

Today I was planning on getting up early to do hw and go to all my classes. yea.... that didnt work out. first my alarm didnt go off and then when i had tried to set it, i redid the time instead so it was like 2.5 hrs ahead. So I finally got up thinking it was almost 3pm. When i finally got all my shit together, i went out and ran a bunch of errands and coveniently ran into my macro teacher so i had to go to class. boo.

Joey bought me some halo. i got this raspberry peach flavor. its pretty good. i was in a fruity mood.

So...... in other news. my mother got a mammogram and they found a lump. They dont know if its cancerous or not, they need to do more tests. But I'm freakin as usual and my mom is cool as a cucumber. She has so much effin faith. She thinks that prayer and eating healthy is gonna get rid of it. Ugh. This semester sucks. First my dad ends up in the hospital and almost lost his pancreas. I conventiently had an emotional breakdown. and now my mother has a freaking lump in her boob. Great. I do have to say this has been one effin emotional school year. I feel like God is throwing every mentally and emotionally trying experience towards me. I hope he quits with that.

Time for bed. Lots to do tomorrow since i got nothing done today.